Just Me...

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Tongue tied..

Turn your back, look away,
There is no sweetness,
there is no trust,
there is no warmth in your eyes.

The warmth i once knew,
is nothing but cold now.
Not your eyes,
not your lips.

The appeal of many,
in this single symphony of beauty,
has once captured my heart,
and shattered it then.

Not you, not even you,
can bring me back now,
as i fall so helplessly,
into this dark abyss of misery.
-The angel that left me

Sunday, October 12, 2008

Weekend...

Another boring weekend has passed. Been listening to jazz recently and i figure it is quite nice. But i doubt it'll be a long term affair though.. :D Check this place out. It's called Backyard bistro, @ Mackenzie Road. Alight at Little India Station and walk for abt 5 mins. The place is quite secluded giving it a rather cozy and exclusive feel not to mention zen also? Not only drinks, they serve food like sandwiches, and other finger food too! And there is a pool table of which u might be interested in playing a game or 2? The place is for people who want to chillout.

Well, do check out the place if u have the time!

Okay.. I have such a really messed up mind now. If only there was something i could do about it. I think my com is seriously !@#*ed up. It is lagging even as i type now! Maybe it is the space left on the hard disk. Or maybe something else.. Well i should get it down for repair really soon. Hmm.. K.. it is getting really late, like i seriously need to catch up on rest. Pol-ite's in a month plus! Thats damn soon! I can't help but feel really worried about it. My confidence is down, my mood is down as well. Now is there anything that would raise my spirits? If only there was....

Thursday, October 9, 2008

I'm not okay ( i swear)..

K i feel so mentally drained. I admit that i made a mistake, and i am bastard for that. So all i'm asking is for understanding. Certain things cannot be made known to others. Also, i think sometimes, people tend to make mistakes. Yea, So all i can say is sorry. Other than that i guess i don't really have the right to say anything. Apologies may seem insignificant. If only anyone would understand. No they don't, maybe all but one.

At the end of the day, nothing else seems to matter. All that matters
is nothing.

Monday, October 6, 2008

A new day, everyday..

K ages since i last updated.. With requests from friends to link. Haha sorry! Been busy! Well, many things happened for the duration i have been gone.. Well, firstly i think i have a really sucky background now, and that i have completely no clue as to how to set the background. Secondly, i missed like 2 trainings! DAmn! I feel so guilty and lost without paddling.. There is no other place i'd rather be than paddling with my team mates at LSR. I miss the water, and the stupid speed boat wash and undercurrent.. Hmmm i have a problem with my ass, like literally! my ass keeps slipping when i'm in the boat paddling with kenneth! Maybe its my tights! Mmmm.... I feel free-er now. Now that i have the space to push, and also to make the turn of all the events that have happened. Perhaps maybe sometimes i can be really stupid and fickle, There's gna be training later and its raining.. Sian.. I want to run! Need to burn fats! So that kenneth won't be suffering so much! Lol.. Sorry kenneth! (Hmm this makes me think of the boys-town flag day sticker thingy, like"he aint heavy, he's my brother -.-) some random photos anyway..

It just feels better to fly high. k chaozs..