Just Me...

Friday, August 29, 2008

Seriously moodless

Don't have a decent mood now.. I'm sitting down in the room, and just staring into blank space. Trying to think, but nothing seems to be coming up. What can i do? nothing.. Hmmm.. K i went Sentosa with Kwan, Yudi, Yusri, Cat, Gary, michelle, and more. Pictures will be uploaded soon, and also that i hope i'll feel better in the morning.. Toodle..

Thursday, August 21, 2008

Stranger..

Ever felt that someone who is so near, feels so far? Things with Icg are not going anywhere. Like it has plateau-ed. I must be going mad in some way, just that i don't know how..

You call me a stranger
You say I'm a danger
But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight
I'm broke and abandoned
You are an angel
Making all my dreams come true tonight.

Plain and simple..

Sometimes, it may not be the best of times to pour out emotions,
but when all else fails, what is one supposed to do?

If we are given a chance to renew ourselves, Do we hesitate?
Sadly, we live in an all so fucking materialistic world,
which of course, the first impression always matters.
Well one would think, what should i do then right?
Honestly speaking, there is nothing much a person can do,
except to try to better themselves in any way that they can.

There are so many people in this world, why me?
All i can think of right now is ... ... ...
Yes, for those who know me, yes its what u think it is.

Sunday, August 17, 2008

Stop hitting yourself, Stop hitting yourself, Stop hitting yourself, Why are you still hitting yourself?

K. I'm not sure why i'm writing this post, perhaps just to pour out the stuff that are bothering me, like an extra table to sort out things. Hmmm.. Well i guess what Kwan said was true, It doesn't pay to go all in if the cards are not dealt well to you. Hmmm.. There's so much more unsolved, The rest is still a mystery.

Just be here near to me,
So i can feel your touch,
And your sweet smile,
is just heaven to me.

The gaze, the confusion,
the little things that you do,
mean so much than
anything...

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

Nostalgia..

OK!
It's been quite awhile since i joined canoe.. And so i would say the training has helped me in slimming down alot! From t2, to t1, to k2, to k1! WOOTS!

K today's training is interesting. We paddled 5 rounds of the big round and end up all wna die liao.. Haha then after the 5 rounds was pull ups and squats... We did squats instead of push ups after every set.. So a little different for today. Then here comes the interesting part.. Coach let us try going down in K boats! LOl.. Shld have taken pictures! Capping frenzy i tell u..

And i seriously need to lose weight!

Friday, August 8, 2008

Pre end of semester blues/hype..

Whee! With the end of the semester approaching, We are moving into sem break!
Which means more trainings! and the best part, them being in the morning! woohoo! K my aim now is to set up my maintenance strokes. I need it so that i can paddle! Haha.. Thats all..

It was a dream,
A very horrid dream,
Where all was dark and despair.

And i see you sitting there, all by yourself,
pondering over what seems to be the saddest thing ever,
Tell me, why the sad face?
why the tears?

I am here, if u see me,
I am here to share, and support,
If only you would see, and could feel
If only you could feel what i feel,
You know i would make it better.

So what are you waiting for?
Take that leap with me,
And i could show what i meant,
till the day we're at euphoria,
I would be waiting there,
by the empty seat,
Next to you...
-Random/Anonymous...