Just Me...

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Friday, January 16, 2009

...

Nowadays i have nothing much to blog about. Nothing much really happens in my life ever.. See how boring it is? haha.. Okay maybe not that all boring. But aside the trainings, and the usual friends whom i hang out with, I feel that there's still something missing here.
Have you ever had the feeling of having nothing to do? Yea i'm having that now. That's why this post exists.. I even resorted to reading Shakespeare online.. Lol.. K there was this one movie which i watched quite a long time ago, I think it's called Romeo & Juliet Modern adaptation...

Yea this is the cover of the DVD..

Oh and here's Claire Danes(Juliet) in angel wings.

Yup. So i would normally end off with a short poem. Though i'm not really good at it, but i am trying :)

okay maybe not this time :)

Sunday, January 11, 2009

Time to update!

Happy new year! It's 2009 and it is a new year :) Next up would be updates on canoe chalet, Siloso beach party and of course other random stuff..

K first up, Canoe Chalet!
It started on the 31st of December and ended on the 2nd of Jan 2009.. So we celebrated the new year during the chalet. But of course some of us when for the Siloso beach party where most of us broke out of our usual moulds and danced the night away.. There was the foam party and the dunking machine, airbrush tattoo, and of course drinks.. But we didnt buy any drinks, we were smarter to drink before the party with the vodka we brought to the chalet :) K i know i refused to drink, but it was really so that i could watch out for the rest. But i still managed to have fun throughout the whole night.
The rest of the time we spent after coming back from the party was to sleep! Sadly i did not take any pictures so i can't upload any photos.. :( Oh well!

K next up would be random stuff..
I have taken a strong interest in piano.. I don't know why. I specially liked the soundtrack from the movie Twilight.. K for those who don't know about Twilight, i would upload images of the movie to prove that it is not scary! haha Yes Eunice i'm trying to prove that to you.. :D

Oh yea where was i, Ahh.. The track which i'm fascinated with is called River flows in you by Yiruma and also the other piano piece Bella's Lullaby by Carter Burwell.
I desperately need to lay my hands on a piano now. The little keyboard i have at home just doesn't cut it.. :D

K so here's a picture from the movie Twilight..

Well I'll just end off with a few lines.. (k maybe not just a few).. :)

I may be wrong about this feeling, you gave me new hope.
Hope that i never had felt before, But you, you made me feel it.
I don't want to lose you, like i lost you before, so i'm trying to play it right.
One phone call, one text message made a difference, one chance is all i get.
Whether or not i make it i won't know, but if you are feeling the same way,
Please let me know..
You're afraid, i know. I'm afraid too..
We all have fears, Your deepest fears,
the harshest realities in life you encounter, all these i want to face with you.
Look toward the future, the past is behind us now.
What we want, we can make. Without the ghost of the past lingering around us.
We just have to look to each other for hope.
For when there's hope, there's a will,
when there's a will, there's a way..

(I swear, this is totally random! It's not directed to anyone...)

Monday, December 8, 2008

Pol-ite

K. Been busy lately so yea, here're some updates. The race of the year is finally over. For the team, i think we did well. For me, it being my first race, i guess it wasn't so much of a win situation. I must say that Kenneth my k2 partner did put in alot of effort to get the boat going. We tried hard but in the end we didn't make it into the finals. On the plus side, our timing did improve, so what i feel is that although we didn't make it, we tried. Oh yea, besides the k2 event, there was also the k4 event where Tomi had to paddle without a seat. I'm sure it must have hurt like !@#$, with the screw sticking up your ass. :D We did it! We got second and of course some may say it is a sure win, we did try hard enough to balance the boat and not cap....

So, now that the race is over, i must remind myself not to slack and tone down, but keep pushing my limits. If we think it's enough, well, it isn't. So i am compelled to reach out even further, and maybe i would be able to make it the next time.

the brothers

xj and litong

Choun meng doing something funny

and monkey see monkey do.. :D

The K4 crew( Lane 2)

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Tongue tied..

Turn your back, look away,
There is no sweetness,
there is no trust,
there is no warmth in your eyes.

The warmth i once knew,
is nothing but cold now.
Not your eyes,
not your lips.

The appeal of many,
in this single symphony of beauty,
has once captured my heart,
and shattered it then.

Not you, not even you,
can bring me back now,
as i fall so helplessly,
into this dark abyss of misery.
-The angel that left me

Sunday, October 12, 2008

Weekend...

Another boring weekend has passed. Been listening to jazz recently and i figure it is quite nice. But i doubt it'll be a long term affair though.. :D Check this place out. It's called Backyard bistro, @ Mackenzie Road. Alight at Little India Station and walk for abt 5 mins. The place is quite secluded giving it a rather cozy and exclusive feel not to mention zen also? Not only drinks, they serve food like sandwiches, and other finger food too! And there is a pool table of which u might be interested in playing a game or 2? The place is for people who want to chillout.

Well, do check out the place if u have the time!

Okay.. I have such a really messed up mind now. If only there was something i could do about it. I think my com is seriously !@#*ed up. It is lagging even as i type now! Maybe it is the space left on the hard disk. Or maybe something else.. Well i should get it down for repair really soon. Hmm.. K.. it is getting really late, like i seriously need to catch up on rest. Pol-ite's in a month plus! Thats damn soon! I can't help but feel really worried about it. My confidence is down, my mood is down as well. Now is there anything that would raise my spirits? If only there was....

Thursday, October 9, 2008

I'm not okay ( i swear)..

K i feel so mentally drained. I admit that i made a mistake, and i am bastard for that. So all i'm asking is for understanding. Certain things cannot be made known to others. Also, i think sometimes, people tend to make mistakes. Yea, So all i can say is sorry. Other than that i guess i don't really have the right to say anything. Apologies may seem insignificant. If only anyone would understand. No they don't, maybe all but one.

At the end of the day, nothing else seems to matter. All that matters
is nothing.